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Goddamnit...

Posted by diseased_mango on 2007.09.17 at 06:30
Current Location: home
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Current Music: In the heat of the night ~ E-ROTIC
I managed to last exactly three days before I broke my fast. And I couldn't just break it, oh no, I had to binge. I mean, fuckin A Kira, what the hell is your problem?

Note to self: unless you plan on eating the entire fucking carton do not buy icecream. Christ...

After the carton of icecream, of which I purged most but not all, I had three, count 'em three boca burgers with three slices of veggie cheese, a bowl of chilli, a bowl on special K with soy milk, a peanut butter and jelly sandwitch, and I don't want to think about how many doritos. I don't even like doritos, and they weren't vegan, which just made me ill. Didn't even try to purge as the rents were home and our house has paper walls. Fell asleep with my stomach spasming. So much fun.

Did 400 cal DDR this morning and weighed in at 130. Considering the last time I binged I weighed in a 132 and dropped to 127.5, do ya think maybe I'll drop this time to 125.5? Heh, it's a nice thought. In any case, definitely water/coffee/tea fasting today and possibly tomorrow, and then continuing my liquid fast through the rest of the week.

And, just in case I haven't made it abundantly clear how pissed I am at myself...

FUCK!

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